When I started the DWRDNET Stationery Feed, I didn’t realize that I was starting a new way of helping to decide future pen and stationery hobby purchases. As it worked out, I already owned items from many of my guests, and after the interviews, I found myself looking at the creations of the guests when preparing for the episodes, and that led to new items being added to my collection. When it came to interviewing Lisa Marie of Pourly Controlled, she just makes blanks, so if I wanted to have one of her blanks, I would need to get it made into a pen, so that is what started this path. Another previous guest of Nic Pasquale of Pens By Pasquale was going to end up being called into service to make my first custom pen order come to life.
I am very lucky to have local pen makers, so when I was thinking about a pen, I was at a Friday morning pen meetup that Butler Stationery hosts from time to time, and Nic was showing off his new faceted creation called the Cerberus. After seeing that pen, I knew that I wanted to own one eventually, but I was thinking of it as a longer term item. After talking to Lisa Marie, I knew that Nic had been an early adopter of using her materials, so the writing was on the wall. I reached out to Nic, and he already had 6 different materials from Lisa Marie in his shop, so that just left me to decide which one to go with, and then get on his commission list around the end of June 2025.
After going through the material options, I was able to quickly narrow it down between the lava and bourbon and smoke and then after some more time, bourbon and smoke seemed to be the verdict among a few people that I polled, so that helped to lock it in. I let Nic know, and then the wait began. I had no expectation of how long this process would take, and to be fair, I never asked. Having dealt with other commissioned items in the past, and having done commissioned work, I know that quality takes time, and while excited, I was not in any kind of timely need for a new pen, so I just settled in for the process to take whatever time was needed.
I was able to go see Nic’s shop on July 4, and saw the blanks in person for the first time, and I could tell I made the correct material selection. A couple of weeks later, I got a teaser photo from Nic of the pen in process, and I for my first true look at what the pen would end up looking like. One thing that I have learned from talking to blank makers and seeing before and after comparisons is that the true material doesn’t show itself until it is turned down. Seeing the color variation inside of the blank and how it had a great natural flow, I could not wait to see the pen once it was fully polished.
I got a short video update a couple of weeks later where Nic ran into an issue and was having to do a little bit of a remake, so while I hate that it happened, I really appreciated the great communication from Nic during the process. I know that for many parts of the pen making, things are done in batches as it is easier in terms of what tools are used, dry time, and other factors, so I was glad to see that my pen was still in process. My next update was when the pen was mostly done aside from the finish work. Nic was asking about if we wanted to try going with alternating matte and polished facets, which sounded interesting, but it turned out that this material just performed better when polished.
A few days later, I get a final text to confirm my nib size, and then with Nic being local, I happen to live between where he lives and works, so I got front door delivery service. Seeing this pen in the sunlight is just something else. The camera does not really capture the depth of this material, as the subtlety embedded shimmer just glows in the sun. The polishing is done to such a level that when I took my photo for the Youtube video, when editing it, I noticed my fingerprints were showing on the entire pen, so I had to wipe it down and then take a new photo. There is a reason why Nic is known for his polishing.
I have to say that this entire experience was a great experience, and has affirmed that while I know that I will continue to find pens from various makers that I will pick up, I am not going to be hesitant about doing the occasional full commission, as that lets me get the exact pen model that I want in my selected material, and that is just a great thing to think about to be able to find that level of customization in a hobby that I love.
